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Friday, February 5, 2021

Supernatural Season 15 Episode 18 Review

‘Despair’ may have been the most emotionally exhausting episode of Supernatural since ‘When the Levee Breaks’, the penultimate installment of the fourth season. The details are almost exactly opposite, but both episodes end with game changing, emotional confrontations. Unlike that season four altercation, this one comes six or seven years too late. But running out of time and allies is the theme of this episode and the writers likely felt they had to act now if they were going to do the thing.

For many years, the most popular ship (maybe second) in Supernatural circles has been Destiel. Many fans had seen the gestures the writers made at Castiel and Dean being in love. For me, it never quite fit, mostly from Dean’s side. Here we are with two episodes to go and Castiel confessing his love and Dean failing to reciprocate.

On one hand, I am happy for those have been waiting a literal decade for this. On the other, it feels cowardly. While having one of the three primary characters be gay is cool, especially for this show which has often had a strange relationship with marginalized groups. Yes, they have (mostly successfully) made an effort to fix that and that is commendable.

However, the decision to go through with this was made with two episodes remaining and a good chance that this is the last appearance of Cas. There are no consequences. No one need ever acknowledge it again. That is pure cowardice and should only be celebrated so much.

Having said all that, I still loved the moment itself. Cas getting to confess his love, despite knowing it is not reciprocated, was a powerful moment. Since his first appearance, Castiel has been searching for his place in the world. Where he belongs and with whom he belongs. While Cas seems to have known the answer for a while the key to the moment is that he expresses it. For a few brief minutes, Castiel gets to be his true self. Misha Collins does an absolutely phenomenal job. What a way to go out.

Of course, it should be mentioned that this is closing of a long open plot thread: Castiel’s promise to the Empty that caused it to let him free. Once he experienced a moment of true joy, he would return to the Empty. So, Cas confesses, sacrificing himself for Dean as the Empty takes both he and Billie—whom it not hates--back to their realm. And thus, both characters are seemingly gone forever.

Elsewhere, Sam and Jack are trying to stop the disappearance of their friends. Initially, Billie thought to be the cause, but she reveals Chuck is, once again, being vindictive. As the pair collect their comrades and attempt to protect them, they begin to fade, one by one, in a matter I am sure was compared to the Thanos snap moment in Avengers: Infinity War.

It is slowly revealed that Chuck did not only take the Winchester’s loved ones; he took everyone. Only Sam, Dean, and Jack are left. What exactly this means for the final episodes is unclear. I assume they trio will spend some time researching ways to bring everyone back and finally stop Chuck. The latter I am sure will have something to do with Jack accidentally absorbing the life from plants. If the show is still headed toward a “Jack replaces Chuck” ending, could it be that he is absorbing the God energy out of them? After all, his lesson last installment was that God is in everything. I guess we will know within the next two episodes. After all, the end is just about here.

 

Best Quotes:

Castiel: “I always wondered ever since I took that burden, that curse, I wondered what it could be - what-what my true happiness could even look like. I never found an answer because the one thing I want... it's something I know I can't have. But I think I know- I think I know now. Happiness isn't in the having, it's in just being. It's in just saying it.”

Dean: “What are you talking about, man?”

Castiel: “I know. I know how you see yourself, Dean. You see yourself the same way our enemies see you. You're destructive and you're angry and you're broken. You're... daddy's blunt instrument. And you think that hate and anger, that's... what drives you, that's what you are. It's not. And everyone who knows you sees it. Everything you have ever done, the good and the bad, you have done for love. You raised your little brother for love, you fought for this whole world, for love. That is who you are. You're the most caring man on earth, you are the most selfless... Loving human being I will ever know. You know ever since we met, and ever since I pulled you out of hell, knowing you has changed me. Because you cared, I cared. I care about you, I cared about Sam and about Jack but I cared about the whole world because of you. You changed me, Dean.”

 

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